take it off,fold and put on new year

First entry of the year..
 Its been a great year.…bla bla bla.. But

Latest edition of  my heart my soul my joy
Representing nuha adeeba

list to prepare

1. clothing/booties and mittens/barut- bought some but not wash
2. diapers- not wash - havent bought the newborn to bring to the hospital
3. room- not ready
3. cot + accesory- wash but dunno where
4. pump- need to find where did i keep it
5. hospital bag- only got bag
6. bottle- havent buy yet. worse comes to worse just drink directly
7. toiletries and meds- use yasmin's
8. changing mat and bottle spray- need to find first
9. nursing bra- need to buy new one
10.receiving towel- have to buy
11. towel
12............tired.....................

too tired to panic!!!

almost 2..

almost 2 already...

we used to be this

and then she's here 


















later ****

minmin

rumah kecil kami

so...today is the first day at our own house. my dear hubby go to work so i am alone with yasmin at home. still got so many things to do, arrange, washing and decorating. ok..our little house consist of 3 bedroom and 2 toilet. small and nice for 3 of us. pic will uploaded soon.

night version

night version selalu terjadi bila terlebih tidur dan terlebih rehat. biler masa makin dekat pada penghujungnyer, badan makin berat. nk masak untuk diri sendiri pon dah malas. nape tah...lately tader mood nk masak or pegang2 senduk ni..susah nk dapat a good night sleep. pusing kanan lenguh, pusing kiri sakit, terlentang susah bernafas, meniarap mmg bukan option la...so...anyone ader petua tak? huhuh...tambah pula ader ketumbit di mata..lagi la...

i gain kgs and kgs...

ok...i gain more weight than i expected...berkilo kilos okay...at this point of time i feel super fat, super slow, super pain, super sweaty, super careless, and super ugly....did anyone have the same problems as me? and yes...i do feel super sensitive like never. kenapa jadi macam nie? well..i let you know in a few entries...hokey...