Rindu...sesungguhnya rindu

Wahai angin yang menderu-deru
Dengar lah bisikan hati 
Duka dan walang
Kekeringan dan tandus

Wahai langit nan luas
Terimalah keluh kesah
Bernada sepi dan sayu
Sunyi dan pilu

Hati ini rindu
Rindu pada masa lalu
Masa keraian
Masa kemeriahan
Masa bersama

Duhai hati
Andai bahagia bukan milikku
Janganlah berduka
Lara tidak membawa erti

Wahai tuhan pencipta Alam
Yang membolak balikkan hati manusia
Aku bersandar dibalik bayangmu
Menyerah jiwa nan durja
Kerana padamu
 pemilik segala bahagia

Expressing

I always feel the need to express myself. However, I am very bad at it. 
Which is which. 
Sometimes


I need time
I need some

That inside

How do you ever come out from sadness. Its like the potruding pain from inside. 

...ever worst.

....ever...

It's the weekend again

Here I am. In a car at pasar pagi. Since in here too early. I'll just wait in a car to let the hawker set up their stall first.
I woke up this morning with good feelings. But it started off way too bad. Following with things that not so bad.
Guess Allah knows better. I plan to take Mom out for breakfast. As usual, it followed with tons of questions and complains. Cut things short. Here I am. Alone.
Just a normal sad weekend again.